More on Mamalu, a Yeti:

All day the energy of Mamalu has been with me. She radiates pure love, compassion, and keen intelligence. When we connect, I sense she makes efforts to create a safe space. When I told a friend about my dream, she thought it might be only an acknowledgement that I was connecting to earth spirits with my meditations, but wasn’t long term. I started to question whether my connection was still going to be there. It wasn’t my friend’s fault because I often do that. It’s just a very bad habit. But it, as it turns out, the connection continues.

After a long day of work and errands, I sat down to watch TV at 8:00 p.m. This was the exact placement in my dream. I looked over to the French doors and got a chill. No Yeti was there, but my body reacted as if there was. That dream was so real! My mind kept seeing them come through the door. And while they are loving beings, my inner terror kept reminding me they could walk through any door, wall, cave, etc. to get to me. Instinctively I know there is no place to hide or get away. That’s a sobering reality to my instinctive center.

I went to bed armed with a pen and paper in case some information was forthcoming. The reality is that Mamalu was with me all day, a quiet presence of energy and consciousness in my mind. If I talk to her, she responds. I lay down and directed my thoughts to her, telling Mamalu that while I wanted to connect with her, I needed time to get used to the whole idea. I was still scared, and I apologized for that because I knew she meant me no harm. She reassured me that was OK, whatever I wanted to do.

I went to sleep and woke up about 6:00 a.m. This is generally the time my mind is open and I am able to receive clear information. I connected. I asked: Do you speak English?

“We do not speak your language, no. We transmit electromagnet impulses to you brain, and your mind makes the translation.” She indicated something about a camera and its ability to translate an image, but it didn’t quite grasp what she was saying.

“Why do you have a stoic look to your face?” I recalled the first Yeti to come through the door, the male, just staring at me with motionless features.

“We are telepathic and, therefore, have no need for facial expressions.” I got the impression they send powerful, detailed messages in the blink of an eye. This reminded me of Robert Monroe’s books where he talked about “rolling a rote,” or a message that had visuals or pictures, emotions, information, etc., in a kind of energy ball when “talking” on the astral plane.

“Why were you the one sent to me?

“It was determined I was best suited to your needs and overall composition.” I think she meant I needed a nurturing female to make me feel safe.

I wondered if I would ever see her in person. She indicated that most humans that came into contact with the Yeti did not like their smell, that it was most unpleasant to the olfactory nerves. She appeared very neutral about this, and non-judgmental about the Yeti.

“What is the purpose of our connection?”

“To create a communication between our species, to make a breakthrough in the collective awareness of this planet.”

I sense Mamalu and her “people” to be extremely intelligent. In some ways I feel like my brain is like a little mouse’s in comparison to the massive intelligence she seems to have. She continues to be very patient and loving with me even though she is clearly not talking to an equal.

She asked if I would like to have more etheric experiences, or I’m thinking dream state experiences, and I told her yes. Now that I think about it, I’m really not sure what I signed up for.

Then I asked, “Where are you from?”

“We come from a system too far away for you to know our origins. We were assigned in service to this planet by the ones who Be. We have the ability to help planets evolve, for we work with the planetary Logos or Spirit; the one you call Mother Earth.”

“How do you work with the planetary Logos?

“We manage the energy lines.”

“Leylines?

“These are deep underground energy grids that hold the Earth intact. We move energy through these lines to maintain the Earth’s balance in its rotational

spin to keep it from too much wobble. It’ s like keeping a spinning top in perfect balance so it won’t topple.”

“What else do you do?

“We balance the naturosphere, the energetic life force on the surface of the earth.”

“How do you do that?”

“Using electromagnetic waves and impulses, we attune the life forces of all plants, animals, rocks, minerals, to the inner pure vibration of Earth. Think of the pure energies of the earth emanating from the core, moving upward to the surface, where we move it evenly around the planet, again keeping it in balance. That is the core of the work: keeping the planet in balance at all levels. That includes the gravitational pull of the spin, the movement of energy within the planet to the surface, the cosmic energies streaming onto the planet from the Sun and beyond.”

“Mamalu, what is the work we can do together?”

“Be a voice of awakening. We believe earth spirits must connect to humans and vice versa. You can be a channel for our voice.”

I wondered if I was making this all up at this point. I asked for a sign that this was really happening. I know this is the cheaters way out on the spiritual path, to ask for validation from the outer world, but what the hell. I looked out the now infamous doors, but no sign. I wondered if she would ever show up in my life. What I got back in the way of an answer was the distinct impression they don’t really like developed areas of cities and such. They prefer wild areas or being underground.

Mamalu’s words came to me, “Many souls on the planet are calling out to the earth spirits. Many indigenous souls desire to talk with us (all earth spirits). As human souls call out to us, we are answering. We must form an energetic alliance to balance the earth, even if other souls do not desire this. There are souls on the planet who wish the earth’s destruction because they do not like the powers that emanate from here. The power of free will emanates into the cosmos from earth. This is counter to many civilizations in the universe that do not wish to have beings live in freedom.

“We answer those who call us, as we have answered yours. We work for the Alliance of Light, as you do. It is now time to create this alliance on earth in a state of full consciousness and cooperation with all the Alliance of Light members.”

More to come.

Bathroom remodels -yes that means two;-)

Sam and I, both being idealists, always seem to have projects of improvement going on. This year we decided to remodel both our bathrooms. I don’t care what anybody says about construction of this type, it always takes longer, more money and more work than anticipated. With help from Brad and Linda, two fantastic Artisans, we tackled laying tile. Sam does all the heavy-duty stuff, like taking the toilets in and out, dismantling and gutting. I fill in with sanding, scraping, painting and grouting. My body is so tired as we have been at this for over a month and a half. It will feel so good to have all this behind us.

Critter Control

Critter control was the theme of July.

Not only did we have problems with moles and gophers, but also deer. For the first time since we moved to our home deer showed up in our garden. They came in and nipped all the rosebuds off leaving stubs and then proceeded to chomp into my heirloom tomatoes.

I must say it is a bit aggravating to spend months cultivating something only to have it gone literally overnight. In fact, one night I woke up from a sound sleep thinking something was in the backyard, and sure enough when I went out back there was a doe and two fawns enjoying themselves.

We purchased something called a Scarecrow, which is a motion sensory device that shoots water up to 30 feet away if there is any movement in its view. We have used these before, and it really works to scare away the deer. Apparently we didn’t angle it close enough to the veggie garden, and that’s when the tomatoes got eaten.

As for the moles and gophers, Sam bought two electronic devices to scare them away. The device emits a sound that is supposed to make them want to leave. It seems to work well with moles, but not those darn gophers. The picture shows the device right next to a gopher mound. When we put the device in the ground, there was no gopher in sight. Almost everyday the mound gets bigger and the device keeps making its noise. So much for scaring it away. It probably finds the sound soothing.

July Energy Update from Newsletter

On the other hand, those individuals who are conscious of their evolutionary path may find themselves presented with great opportunities, abundance and epiphanies. This can be a time of inspired creativity and advancement.

These eclipse cycles pressure individuals to make choices, causing new parallel paths to be created while old parallels merge. When this happens you may experience opportunities opening up, or people and situations from the past suddenly appear.

If you tune in, you can actually "feel" these new realities being created as well as the past blending in to your current life. In the next month and a half "choice points" may be presented to you which will determines which way your life is headed.

As was discussed in June's newsletter, the opportunities for spiritual illumination are increased now and until the end of the year, and the eclipses can influence this energy as well. If you desire a stronger connection to Spirit in all areas of your life, including manifesting, continue to make a connection to Higher Self through meditation. Reading spiritual/metaphysical books is great, but nothing beats actually making the connection. Consider the use of Mugwort at this time.

Now is also the time to look at balancing the masculine and feminine energies within. The human system carries both, and to express both sides in a balanced rhythmic way is important for inner peace. Is there balance between your rest and work? Do open to receive as much as you give? Do you cultivate your mind and your heart equally? We live in a very masculine culture, so cultivating the feminine does take intention.

Michael Jackson and the Chiron Return

Throughout a lifetime an individual will go through several key life passages, which are ultimately designed to help an individual progress in consciousness and connect to Spirit. These three main passages are astrologically described as the Saturn Return (when Saturn returns to itsoriginal point in the birth chart) at approximately age 29, the Uranus Opposition around ages 38-42, and the Chiron Return (Chiron returns to its birth position) at 50. These powerful initiations put pressure on the personality to resolve issues of ego, allowing greater spiritual connection.
When confronted with these pressures, the personality can do one of two things: face it or avoid it at all cost. Michael Jackson was at one such initiation point, the Chiron Return.
Chiron is the “Wounded Healer” in mythology, and it's placement in the birth chart represents the type of “wounding” an individual has chosen for a lifetime. Before coming into a body, the soul will choose imprinters, mostly parents, who will assist in providing the adequate imprinting to create the “wound.” Therefore, childhood experiences become the key to discovering the wound. For example, if a soul wants to resolve addiction issues, it may chose to be born into a family of alcoholics, thus getting the perfect "wound" to be able to work on its project. An advanced soul will overcome the wound and then help others overcome their addictions, transmuting the wound into a gift.

From the Michael Teaching perspective, Jackson was a 5th level Mature Artisan with a King essence twin. His personality had a Goal of Acceptance, Spiritualist Attitude, Passion Mode, and Chief Feature of Self-deprecation and Arrogance. He also had a very etheric, frail Solar/Neptune body type with high female energy. All of the above components indicate a personality who deeply wants to be loved and accepted, is extremely sensitive and gentle, and has a difficult time with confrontation and harshness. Artisans live to create, and Michael Jackson gave himself the gift of music and vision. His high level of sensitivity assisted his musical genius, but was also his greatest challenge.

When looking at an individual¹s life, the gender that is chosen is an important aspect for lessons and wounding. Because Michael had high female energy, he tended to identify with the feminine and reject his masculine side. We are not talking about his persona in music videos where he looks so macho, but his inner world. In his later years critics would comment that he looks more like a woman with each passing year. Choosing a male body meant Jackson wanted to work on his male archetypes and past life male issues.

Michael's main imprinter for male archetypes was his father, Joe Jackson. Joe demonstrates the classic wounded male; that is someone who is a cold, domineering, abusive, heartless perpetrator. Why would Michael choose such a situation? Because in many of Michael¹s past lives as an Infant, Baby and Young soul, Michael demonstrated such ruthlessness as a man. We all create karma, and it's normal and what this game is about. However, at a soul level, Michael rejects this aspect, which means he has not healed and forgiven himself. It’s like throwing the baby out with the bath water. “I will get rid of my male energy because it's bad.” Essentially, if you deny an aspect of yourself, you will manifest it in your outer world. Your “denial” will be in your face. Ultimately, Michael needed to love and accept this shadow side instead of looking for acceptance elsewhere. Of course, it is much more complex than this, and there was definitely karma between Michael and his father.

The positive side of Joe Jackson was his driving energy to make The Jacksons a solid success. His concrete goals and objectives reflect the positive aspects of male energy. Just try to get anything accomplished with diffuse, unfocused female energy and you will understand. This part of Joe's imprint gave Michael the necessary tools to become a success when he went out on his own; that positive male energy was integrated into his high female system. So while Michael got the “bad,” he also got the “good.”

The trouble is Michael never really looked at his wounding. He distracted himself with opulence and fame. Spending his life avoiding the pain at the Neverland Ranch only attracted the same kind of male attacks in the form of lawsuits. His painful inner child looked to children for love and affection because of his distrust of “authority figures.” Michael's mother was complicit in his wounding because she did nothing to stop Joe from abusing the kids, which created a betrayal from the feminine.

While Michael's Overleaves were perfect for the talented musician creator that he was, they were too “soft” to overcome such a high level of pain. Remember, when we set up our lifetimes, we choose Overleaves on the Astral Plane we think will work, but may not work in real life. It's not until the late Mature/early Old levels that souls are experienced enough to choose Overleaves wisely. Had Michael had the Goal of Dominance or the Mode of Aggression, he might have been better able to overcome his problems.

Enter the Chiron Return and why Michael checked out. First, Michael spent a lifetime in denial, so he wasn't prepared to deal with his wounding at this time. To be completely healed, one has to be brutally honest with oneself, and that is something Michael was unable to do. Second, his chosen Overleaves didn¹t have the “muscle” to overcome his wounding even if hetried. Also, on a personality level, he was terrified of aging. He didn’t want to give up his “youth,” even if it did come from plastic surgery. Lastly, with three eclipses approaching, this would be a perfect time to release the body. He tried to avoid the Chiron Return with a world tour. However we believe it was an act of Self-destruction, or what some call a death wish, because he was pushing himself hard, not eating well and dealing with his “pain” with lots of drugs. In leaving the body, he liberated himself from the pain, but not from the lesson.

As a side note, Michael's essence twin is Diana Ross. They have been friends for a lifetime. She is the King and he's the Artisan. Together they are about mastery of creativity. She will be profoundly affected by his leaving.

Michael gave us so much. Let's give him thanks and a blessing and wish him safe journey.

Veggie Garden Update

Here are the latest shots of my veggie garden. With my travel and remodeling, I have been busy and haven’t had time to “walk the land.” My earth spirit helpers have indicated this is an important means of connecting to the earth. When I do it, I am in touch with all the fairies, devas and have a good idea what’s going my garden and its needs.

Being human I got distracted, only to discover the sprinklers weren’t working on my squash plants. Yikes! Poor things were droopy and yellow. I pictured them before planting as a beautiful flowing river of green leaves, and as you can see they are a bit pitiful. I am currently nurturing them back to health.

The rest of the veggies seem to be well. My heirloom tomato plants have lots of tomatoes, and the red cherry and yellow plum tomatoes have lots of “babies.”

The biggest producer so far has been the white zuccinni and the cucumber. The eggplant is doing well also. Check out my early summer “bountiful” basket of basil, tomatoes and cucumbers.

My Trip to Oregon

Here are a few pictures of my trip to Oregon. My dad, Frank, took me on a geology tour of the Florence, Oregon area one day because my dad is a retired Professor of Geology, and still loves to immerse himself in his passion. Florence is right in the middle of Oregon’s coastline. It is such a beautiful area with lots of lakes, trees and sand dunes.

We headed north on Highway 101, stopping off at the Sea Lion Caves sight to see if our “pals”were lying on the rocks below. Sure enough, there was quite a gathering of huge bodies lying on around, making barking noises and rolling off into the water. Here is a picture o

f my dad with his back facing north towards the Heceta Lighthouse, one of the most photographed lighthouses in the world.

We then turned south of Florence towards Siltcoos Lake, taking back roads to out-of-the-way places. We stopped to look at Scottish cattle in a beautiful green pasture. Their faces and demeanor was so sweet and gentle. They came right up to the fence, unlike other cows that run away.
Right next to the pasture we saw a beaver dam. I

t looks like a big pile of sticks, but believe me, it’s anything but a pile. Several years ago my dad’s wife Shirley and I had to take one down on their property, and it took us forever! The beavers have a way of weaving branches together that is next to impossible to take apart.

OK, on with the tour. We then stop at Siltcoos Station, which is an old railroad stop along the lake. The train doesn’t run through anymore and it’s been turned into a small resort with cabins. I took a picture of my dad next to a tree that had two bat boxes mounted in the branches. I really want to get a bat box and support bats in my area; I’m just not sure where to put it. I actually saw one flying around our house the other night.
Traveling with my dad is always interesting because he likes to stop along the way and get to know people. We

were driving along on a dirt road in outer-whatever, and he’ll say, “Let’s stop over and see Mrs. So-n-so.” Then he’ll proceed to tell me her life story. If this were one time, I wouldn’t be surprised, but I swear he knows everybody in the county. On our trip we talked at length with a forestry guy, chatted with a gentleman and his wife from the UK at the Sea Lion Caves, discussed fishing with the resort owner at Siltcoos Lake, and asked workmen all about the remodel of a dock. I also got the

skinny of Oregon’s geology.

I want to end this by showing some pictures of Sutton Lake and the view of it from my dad’s home.

I got up early one morning and took this very serene picture of a mallard on the lake.
PS – For those of you who know me well, I did get all the huckleberry pie I wanted, thanks to Shirley. Yum!